Especially for you
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I’m writing this especially for you. I know you asked for it because you sent me a message on the wings of the dove that just entered my heart. I am delirious with you as we drink from the same source of the endless supreme and I cannot refrain from shouting praises to you knowing we are the same. It is this very discovery that awakened me from my slumber this morning and brought me to my knees. I looked out upon the meadow and saw you there in the kaleidoscopic beauty of the dawn and was uplifted far beyond. When the surge arrives like this I want to kiss everything in sight, I want to give back everything I’ve taken and then give back some more.
There is nothing I won’t share with you since you have given life to me. You are both my mistress and my master all in one and I bow to your benevolence. All colours are enlivened by your presence and I give thanks for your grace within my life. My heart is racing to embrace you as my words try to catch up. I am yours forever and will be so till the end which never comes and out of this supplication will emerge a light that knows no equal and will foster change to set things right. I am in the flow and owe it all to you my love and extend my warm embrace. Come, touch me once again...and again...until we disappear within the mist together emerging on the other side with light and brightness never before revealed. I see the shimmering gown your wear and I am filled to bursting with your beauty. I can touch you with these words but never capture you nor will I ever dare. You are the one and only and have been sent to show the way. You are the blessed softness that awaits us all and my feet will carry me to you with delight. You are the warming fire in the desert night and the beaming light to show the way. I care not what others say or think for I am lost within your inspiration without regard. There can never be another quite like you and I have arrived to tell you so. I am so in love with you right now that words are beyond my grasp. But the feeling fills me to overflowing and must be shared at once. Please hold me to your bosom as a mother would her child and let us drift away together to the place that only lovers know, that place where giving is restoring and nothingness abounds.
In the rapture of your bliss, I remain...
Dr. John