Tears of joy, part 2...
Saturday, October 24, 2009
I see you in the flutter of the autumn leaf just as it is falling,
I feel you in the gentle breeze as you breathe upon my face,
I taste you in the luscious peach of summer,
And smell you in the aromatic basil and lavender at my feet.
And when you manifest your love through the selfless caring for another,
I am there to bear silent witness to your grand nature,
To celebrate the union,
And the tears begin to flow again.
I rejoice in your love that comes without a whisper,
And lingers like an aphrodisiac to lead me home.
I feel so full of you as my quill skips merrily across the page
Like a painter searching for the perfect colour on his palette,
Knowing it is there,
Trusting it is there,
Wishing only to be your scribe,
Forever grateful to be your lover,
Eager to do your bidding.
I can see you glistening upon the lake this sacred morn,
As I stand naked before you upon the strand,
Welcoming your touch,
Courting you to explore those places which have excitedly anticipated your return.
My heart races forward to invite you to lie with me,
To hold me in your arms with complete abandonment save love,
And to pour into me all the ecstasy you can muster,
As I hover both below you and above.
I can feel the tears of joy pooling in my eyes once again,
I can feel the rush within my realm that you have ignited.
I am on fire with you and it will not be extinguished.
There is neither beginning nor end to this for it is all that commands the stage.
Can you feel this surge of which I speak?
Can you touch it with every sense of your being?
Can you give yourself permission to slip between the cracks and join the infinite with me?
For the Divine has no attachment to anything and the prayer has been sent to you.
And as I unbutton myself before you in this romantic candlelight,
I am so proud of who I am,
And offer this, myself to you, beyond any gift there is.
Listen to the feeling and feel the sound behind the word.
For I have been sent to remind you of the bliss of which you are.
Right now I am reaching out to you with this song that comes directly from my heart.
Its pounding is much stronger now and demands to be shared.
It comes to you wrapped up in all the brilliance and radiance that you are.
For I know that we are the same and this keeps the light lit for me both near and afar.
I love you beyond belief,
Dr. John