Free time... Monday, December 21, 2009

We use that phrase frequently but what does it really mean to you?    Does it mean being able to do whatever you wish whenever you choose or does it defy all definition?  If you were to consider time as an illusion then where would be the gift?  That brings up another concept called freedom of choice and once again wherein lies its true meaning?   In the instant when choice vanishes there is born the absolute nature of the infinite and everything becomes available free of any charge.  That’s when you tap into the motherboard of the cosmic computer and all means become instantly available for all ends.   You then have the capacity to link up without interruption with the energy field of the whole and this marks the fiery disappearance of who you think you are.  All possibilities are then proferred and you are immediately transformed into being unstoppable in your quest of the holy grail.  Doesn’t that sound like a trip you’d sign up for?

You can spot a person who is in the freedom mode because you suddenly recognize your own beautiful reflection and you instantly fall in love.   Amazing, really.

That’s the space that reveals the truth and encourages your unique spirit to manifest.   Just imagine for a moment where you might be or what you might be doing if you were the sole benevolent director of your life.  This is the point where both time and choice evaporate without a trace and remain so as long we stay out of the way.

It is the ultimate inspiration to uncover what holds the highest value and meaning to you for there can be no more attractive force.  This is your deliverance.   We are guided by this unerring energy once we lock into it.  It appears paradoxical when one attempts to describe the indescribable because the word can never fulfill the truth.

I know that I value highly the luxury to linger, to stay a little longer than planned with a friend or visit the garden whenever the robin beckons to me.  When I am touched by the grace of the divine I feel a surge that courses through me from everywhere and I am enlivened.  Everything then unfolds without interference or effort and even the challenges are a delightful reminder of my unlimited potential to move beyond.  As clarity grows so grows the joy, the joy of authentic discovery like a child finding her first seashell on the beach.  There is no need to sustain this feeling because it is forever available and I know I hold the key.  This is the undressing which comes with responsibility, leaving me naked and without any props.   This is the point when the most elaborate labyrinth conceivable leads me directly to the source. 

We listen to the opinions and suggestions of others and thereby create our life’s mosaic but the real nugget still lies waiting just beyond the idea, just beyond the form, right next to the light that can never be extinguished.   These moments bring together all the goodness that I have ever recognized throughout my life and as they coalesce the heart opens and a tear of gratitude comes to my eye.  That’s when I know I’m in the right place at the right time.  That’s when the passion sweeps me away and I am tumbling safely into your arms.  Have you ever felt that your current understanding is preparing you for the grandeur you deserve as it opens up every dark recess to the warmth and light of the divine?   Do you know this feeling?

As I gaze out my window this morning and greet you at the dawn the enormity of your presence surges over me as a wave coming from the sea.  I am welcoming you now to enter the portal which is my heart, to rest there with me awhile, to comfort and strengthen me as only you know how.  And out of this most genuine bliss there now arises like the kundalini a rush of gratitude and forgiveness that brings me to my knees.  Can you feel it?  Are you inviting it too?

Let us promise one another as good friends will that we shall move in the direction of this feeling and thereby attract it to us all in abundance.  This is the only solution to the chaos that swirls about us and this is the most sacred promise one can make for it is the journey that then becomes our ongoing legacy.

 

There is a place between the beat and the breath where I stand waiting for you, arms outstretched, offering you my love and plenty of free time.

 

All my relations,